relationship of friend
My boy always hard to listen what i want to tell/nag, maybe this is the bad of the far relationship even we are actually not too far. Just study from the different school, 1 hour destination from my place to his place. Somehow we are hard to meet, cos need quite a long time to meet each other with the transit of the public transport. We have the limited time to talk to each other. Sometimes i just force myself to stop every word that i want to tell because i dont want to make him worry about me so here is the only way for me to release my nag.
Relationship is a complicated things for a couple, friends and family. I had struggled with the relationship of friends in degree. I felt it is hard for me to meet someone who is full of wisdom and powerful just like Lina. I am lacking the friends that have their own philosophical theory and i am still finding this kind of friends. Is that my problem or my friend problem? I met one friend xxa,i felt she is quite rude because she showed the attitude that really dun suit to me. She likes to control everything even the food i wan to eat. She also eager wan to do the things she wan but no think about other feeling. Just like today we are taking picture, I was standing at the back and the middle of my other friends. Somehow, she just came and used her ass to push me away. I felt she is so rude and she dun wan me to make friend with other gengs. She is so emotion and i felt like i cannit afford her emotion. I felt the most funny thing is she was showing off herself that she had many friends but i am not. I felt she is so hypocrite but i just make it to nothing cause for me it dont mean many friends is good for me. I want the friend which is really understand me but not many friends that are not understand me. I prefer confidants like my primary and secondary friends which is my 5TU gengs rather than a geng that are not even noe what i am thinking. I dont feel any hurting feeling on that just i felt she is hypocrite. Hey, dun show off cause u dunno maybe people is getting a better friends rather than yrs.
The things i wrote is just my thought no offense. Maybe someone feel i am jealous, of course i think so cos i feel a bit funny on the person but i just try to ignore u. I believe i can do better than everyone, every relationship n giving others care and love. everything is just awesome in this world. wat i had is just an awesome life so enjoy it!
Relationship is a complicated things for a couple, friends and family. I had struggled with the relationship of friends in degree. I felt it is hard for me to meet someone who is full of wisdom and powerful just like Lina. I am lacking the friends that have their own philosophical theory and i am still finding this kind of friends. Is that my problem or my friend problem? I met one friend xxa,i felt she is quite rude because she showed the attitude that really dun suit to me. She likes to control everything even the food i wan to eat. She also eager wan to do the things she wan but no think about other feeling. Just like today we are taking picture, I was standing at the back and the middle of my other friends. Somehow, she just came and used her ass to push me away. I felt she is so rude and she dun wan me to make friend with other gengs. She is so emotion and i felt like i cannit afford her emotion. I felt the most funny thing is she was showing off herself that she had many friends but i am not. I felt she is so hypocrite but i just make it to nothing cause for me it dont mean many friends is good for me. I want the friend which is really understand me but not many friends that are not understand me. I prefer confidants like my primary and secondary friends which is my 5TU gengs rather than a geng that are not even noe what i am thinking. I dont feel any hurting feeling on that just i felt she is hypocrite. Hey, dun show off cause u dunno maybe people is getting a better friends rather than yrs.
The things i wrote is just my thought no offense. Maybe someone feel i am jealous, of course i think so cos i feel a bit funny on the person but i just try to ignore u. I believe i can do better than everyone, every relationship n giving others care and love. everything is just awesome in this world. wat i had is just an awesome life so enjoy it!
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